im in love. im in love with my Heavenly Father. i haven't this close to Him in so long. i have missed hearing Him speak to me. i have missed feeling him. it feels so good to have an overwhelming sense of comfort cover me. i love reading The Book. whenever i start to feel down about something or myself, i read a Psalm about His amazing love for me. how He loves me for everything i am. He loves me even though i have horrible things. he has forgiven me for all of them. im in love. i am so completely and absolutely in love. He is my Redeemer and Friend. i can all ways rely on Him to help me trough hard times. there always are hard times and there always will be but its so good to know that i can run to Him for comfort. its so amazing to be able to tell Him bout my day and just break down pour everything out because He understands just what i am going through. He tells me everything will fine and to just give it time and that He will never ever ever ever EVER leave me and that He is always with me everywhere i go. whenever i think about what He did for me on that cross, i break down and start worshiping Him and it is amazing to be able to do that. im in love. and it feels so good. its hard for me to imagine life without Him always being there. he sees everything i do. He knows my everythought. before i even think it. He knows what im gonna say before i even say it. He always forgives me of all my sins that ive done that day. and i sin everday. and it feels so good to just let my God take them all away. i am clean. there is no sin in me at that moment. but the net day i must ask again for forgiveness once again because i am always sinning. even though sometimes i dont realize i am. He forgives me for those too. i am so in love. and it feels soooo good!